What’s happening to me? I feel like I’m losing my voice. My ability to speak my mind, my thoughts, my feelings. Where and how did this happen? I find myself quite reserved these days. Quite conservative in expressing my discontent to others. Not within my relationship. I have no problem in that area. Even if … More Why?
I read somewhere the other day someone describing their experience with someone from their past. More than likely her ex husband. Either way, she wrote something along the lines of, everyone that comes into your life is like puzzle pieces, and I’m just not one. I didn’t fit. Well, yes, quite contradictory because if that … More Puzzle
As was sitting here today contemplating my life. Life that for the most part I have found some sort of peace. Not completely, because I don’t think that exists, but at least a lot less chaotic. So much has changed, while nothing at all, all at the same time. And I know how much that … More Today
You pierced my heart, Took for granted my strength. Didn’t see how fragile I could be, how breakable I am tonight. You left me hurt. Scared. With tears that wouldn’t stop flooding me. You let me drown in pain, loneliness. I needed you tonight. Needed you to hold me tight. Needed to hear you tell … More You
I have learned through my own life and experiences that as much as we may want to fix people in our lives, that’s just not possible. Change comes from within us. This coming from someone who was pretty broken. Many tried to change or save me, unsuccessfully. Change only happened when I was ready for … More You can’t fix me..
Did you forget the promises you made? That I would come before all. Number one, never second place. You would love me more then all the rest. You would nurture, care, protect. How did you forget? How did you let me fall apart? How did I stop being the one you loved the most? You … More You forgot….
Run my darling beauty. Escape the bruises and scars. The abuse and the pain. Run before the life is taken from you. Escape the chains that are keeping your laughter, smiles, sparkle from you. They’ve been replaced with tears, black and blues, excuses for scars, fear! An empty shell of who you were is what … More It was too late
Making peace with them. Accepting they are part of you, but are not who you are. It is hard to get there, hard to reach, but completely achievable. Living in the pain of the past is not living at all.
In the end, it is very true that all we become are stories. We are the ones who will create the pages, chapters, and stories in the books of our lives. Every person in my life, past, present and/or future help create that storyline. Some have just a line, others a paragraph, a few have … More The book of my life
Pain is a lonely emotion. A room full of people and yet you feel alone. It’s so hard to feel, breathe or see anything beyond that pain. You suffocate in the sadness, in the tears and hurt. You feel your heart is broken, drowned in the pain you’ve caused it. I feel it gasping for … More Pain
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